Hee new Hairdo

[drafted on 191210 with Kahee while waiting for my friends in front of abg ki's house]


hikhik, post ni aku draft 19hb sebab Hee potong rambut masa 18hb..

My dear boyfriend did it again.. New hairdo..
x tahu berapa kali dalam setahun dia nak ubah gaya rambut dia.. dari tukar colour, pendek, panjang..sebab tu kalau sapa yang x kenal sgt suju akan susah nak ingat Hee.. yela kan, kalau org nak describe, "yg rambut blonde tu." pas sebulan dia buat hitam balik.. Hee.. Hee..

Gambar kat kanan ni, dia post kat twitter masa 18hb.. menjerit aku tgk sebab pendek sgt.. walaupun aku suka lelaki rambut panjang, tp Hee buat la gaya apa pun, aku suka jer.. kekkeke.. yg lawaknya, lepas dia potong rambut ni, dia menyesal.. katanya kepala dia jadi sejuk sebab winter.. hahhaha..

Heechul Hair Revolution [Credits to the owners of below pics..]

2004

2005

2006

2007

2008

2009

2010? Kita tgg compilation from petals nanti..hehehe..

Among all of the above hairdo, which 1 is my fav? it is still this one... he looks handsome and not too skinny here..

saranghamnida Kim Heechul <3

LIFE could get BETTER

[drafted on 191210 with Kahee while waiting for my friends in front of abg ki's house]

Memandangkan post ini lambat letak kat blog, aku edit sikit bersesuaian dengan last day of 2010..

Hari ni, hari terakhir 2010.. banyak perkara berlaku dalam 2010..
ada kejayaan, kejatuhan, bahagia, gembira dan duka.. bila aku fikir2 balik,
rasanya tahun ni penuh dengan segala rencahnya..

Aku percaya pada formula 'sharing'.. bila kita gembira, dan share dengan rakan2, kegembiraan akan berganda..dan bila kita sedih dan share dgn rakan2, kesedihan akan dibahagikan pula.. hebat kan..

Tahun ni aku rasa aku berjaya dalam melengkapkan kehidupan coz i managed to buy (finance actually) a house, teratak cendana and a car, Kahee (after so loooooong, able to take driving license..better late than never..hehhe)..

Tahun ni juga ada kenangan manis yg sangat indah bersama 4 lagi ahli 6 Signs.. Qiyumm, Hibi, Anum dan Erra.. Trip to Redang.. memori yg xkan kita lupa kan? :) sayanggggg korang..

Tahun ni juga aku jumpa my dear boys of Suju and JYJ..

Tapi tahun ni adalah tahun paling mengecewakan dari segi kerjaya.. a lot of dramas at office and changes in management make me sick of work and became demotivated.. tp aku dah insaf dah.. aku hanya staff picisan yg x sepatutnya fikirkan hal2 yg diluar kawalan aku.. moral of the story, Do ur Best and Let Allah do rest.. kiss out the -ve ion.. :) aku stress2 pun x dapat apa jugak kan?

Jadi, tahun 2011 akan menjadi bab baru dalam hidup aku.. semoga pemindahan aku ke jabatan baru menjadikan aku lebih gembira.. dan tahun 2011 ada few planning yg buat aku excited.. hopefully semua berjalan lancar.. aku akan ke korea in May/June, Super Show 3 in March, JYJ concert somewhere in July.. wowwyyy, excited enough.. plan with 6 signs still dalam perancangan.. local trip maybe..

Qiyumm share quote ni dalam twitter and i really love it.

"Troubles like a washing machine. Twist us and knock us around, but in the end, we come out brighter and better than before."

Betul kan? So buat diriku dan juga rakan2, 2011 is coming.. hwaiting ok!!!!
may we have a better year of family, career, friendship, LOVE, etc... :) :)

That Woman~~That Man

Just nak share lagu wajib aku minggu ni.. hehehe..
Suara Baek Ji Young mmg daebak habis.. mmg seswaii utk OST..
Kalau lagu ni ada kat red box kena nyanyi ni (kalau Hibi yg nyanyi mesti sedap ni)

Just add male version of this song.. suara Hyun Bin boleh tahan.. :)

[official MV]

[That Man by Hyun Bin]

That Woman~~

Han yeojaga geudaereul saranghamnida

Geu yeojaneun yeolshimhi saranghamnida

Maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo

Geu yeojaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo

Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul

Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja

I baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang

Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH

Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman

Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun

Neol saranghaneun nal jigeumdo yeope isseo

Geu yeojan umnida

Geu yeojaneun seonggyeogi soshimhamnida

Geuraeseo unneun beobeul baeweotdamnida

Chinhan chinguegedo mothaneun yaegiga manheun 

Geu yeojaeui maeumeun nunmultuseongi

Geuraeseo geu yeojaneun geudael 

Neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo

Tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo 

Hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andweyo OH

Nan sarangbadgo shipeo geudaeyeo

Maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman

Sorireul jireumyeo geu yeojaneun oneuldo

Geu yeope itdeyo OH

Geu yeojaga naraneun geol anayo 

Almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo

Moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka~

Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul

Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja

I babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang

Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH

Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman

Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun

Neol saranghaneun nal jigeumdo yeope isseo

Geu yeojan umnida

Translation

One woman loves you
That woman loves you wholeheartedly
She follows you around like a shadow everyday
That woman is laughing and crying
Just how much…how much more do I have to gaze at you alone
This love that came like the wind
This beggar-like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer…a little more
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back
I who love you am next to you now
That woman is crying.

That woman is timid
So she learned how to laugh
That woman has many stories that she can't even tell her best friend
So her heart is full of tears
That's why, That woman
You, she loved you
Because you are just same as her
Yet another fool, yet another fool
Can't you hug me before you go?
I want to receive love, baby
Everyday in my heart,
Just in my heart,
I shout and
That woman is next to him even today.

Do you know That woman is me?
You're not pretending that you don't know, right?
You really don't know cause you're a fool.

Just how much... how much more do I have to gaze at you alone
This love that’s like a fool
This beggar-like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer...a little more...
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back
I who love you is next to you now
That woman is crying.

#7yearsfortvxq - Always Keep The Faith~~

26-12-2010, 7th anniversary of Dong Bang Shin Ki.. X kisahla berapa banyak nama diorang ada sama ada Dong Bang Shin Ki, TVXQ, TVfXQ atau Tohoshinki, mereka tetap cinta pertama aku pd k-pop... dan mereka adalah Yunho, Jaejong, Yoochun, Junsu dan Changmin..

My dear dongsaeng, himnae.. will always love all 5 of u..

Handsome leader U-know Yunho^^
Please take care of urself and Changmin..
Don't forget the other 3 ok..
i miss all Yunjae moments..
Ho hwaiting!!

Beautiful Lead vocal Hero Jaejoong..
Omma DBSK yang penyayang..
because of u, Yoochun and Junsu become stronger..
I know u are the strongest among them all Jae..
Jae hwaiting!!

My sweetheart low baritone Micky Yoochun 'oppa'.. :)
Cry baby of DBSK who now become tougher..
i know u 'Holding Back the Tears' Chunnie..
I miss the witty and dorky of u.. T_______T
Chun hwaiting!!

Cutest top baritone Xiah Junsu...
Who will cry after seeing Yoochun cried..
U are the best vocalist of all korean idols..
So be proud of that coz i'm proud of u..
Su hwaiting!!

Evil magnae Max Changmin...
No more magnae image.no more little Max..
Now our Max is a real namja~~
U have to take care of Yunho too..
Min hwaiting!!






I am cassiopeia.. even i know i'm not that fanatic as others.. but knowing 5 of u is one of the sweet memories of my life.. now we are having difficult time but i will always keep the faith...

Happy 7th anniversary...Dong Bang Shin Ki hwaiting!!

E.L.Fs

E.L.Fs = Everlasting Friends...

nama yang aku kenal bila aku mengenal super junior.. naper tetiba cakap psl ELFs? hhuuhu..sebab skrg rs sangat emo.. hari ni sekali lagi aku dapat merasa betapa dekat Suju dan ELFs..

Malam ni ada Golden Disc Award.. award yg dianggap mcm Grammy kat korea.. last year Suju menang daesang dan tahun ni suju dan ELFs berharap utk menang lagi.. Even Leeteuk n Heechul pun nak jadikan daesang hadiah b4 diorang masuk army.. malam ni Suju menang 2 awards. Asian popularity award n Disc Bonsang..

tp yg menyedihkan Daesang dpt kat snsd..

ELFs rs bersalah sebab x dapat tunaikan impian suju.. they start trending kat twitter.. sekelip mata jer terus jd trending topic.. #sorrysuperjunior..

Kagum dengan power of ELFs.. then guess what, lepas sorang2 ahli suju tenangkan hati ELFs.. maybe diorang baca ucapan2 ELFs kat diorang.. macammana x sayang kat budak2 ni.. they are sooooo sweet kan..

start with Eunhyuk:

Why i'm crying...

[we can't stop this crybaby from crying..]

pastu Sungmin plak update CY die (*hugss*):

"Don't apologize us~ Why are you crying
We are all sorry~ Thank you~
From now on we will make great things together~
I love you! We are ELF's people!" (which means: We belong to ELF)

Pastu cik abg ku lak yg tweet something (Hee seems tougher):

heart pain, even to feel upset between that moments, but time must continuously flowing~ However, it's already past, and try to reach the target tomorrow, and congrats girls~♡ to al members, staffs and ELFs we had through many troubles this year together, and there are still many future plansㄱㄱ

Hati ELFs dipujuk Yesung pula.. dia tweet gambar ELFs.. dan beserta mesej:

Thank you, just because of you we are happy

So sweet kan diorang ni... acara pujuk memujuk x berakhir di sini..

uri leadershiii plak tweet

I'm so thankful so sorry...it's hard to vote and cheer with the lungs...♥lots of phone bills to pay for..

and sungmin masih memujuk ELFs.. (anakku ini mmg comel)

I thought of ELFs too, I think that I can't do anything this better, I'm really really sorry. At the Golden Disc Awards, it's been a long time, although it's break our body, but I always think that "I want to perform". Thanks for everyone, please don't be so sorry to us. Why you're crying.. I'm sorry. Thankyou~ We should do the greater things in the further together. Thankyou! Our ELFs are my PEOPLE.

kalau ikutkan, diorang adalah org yg paling sedih bila x menang daesang.. tp sebaliknya mereka memujuk ELFs.. mereka org asing yg sangat jauh tp terasa sgt dekat di hati.. happy to become one of thousands ELFs out there..

Saranghamnida~~~ <3 <3 <3

Himnae!!!

Hari ni dapat early wishes utk sambutan maal hijrah drpd hibi.. ermmm ucapan tu membuatkan aku terfikir apa yg aku dah buat tahun ni.. n tetiba aku rs sebak sendiri..

banyak perkara berlaku tahun ni.. kebanyakkannya adalah berita gembira.. tp ada satu ralat yg yg membuat aku berfikir panjang.. aku silap dan aku x kan ulangi lagi..

ohhhhh what happen this week hurt me a lot.. betul kata leong.. "love your job. not your company. because u didn't know when your company stop loving u." aku tukar kate2 leong from company to boss/colleague... 3 and 1/2 year seems nothing for them..

Himnae!!!.. at least i learn something..

PROUD~~

Proud Live in Budokan

6 signs, lagu ni ku tujukan buat korang.. bukan lagu tema 6 signs tau..tp bila dengar lagu ni, ku ingat 6 signs.. PROUD OF YOUR LOVE <3

2gether 4ever

사랑해요 김희철 우유빛깔 김희철 ~~

setelah berfikir apa yang patut ditulis bg memulakan blog ni, akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk memulakan dengan 'My Vitamin' yakni Kim Heechul.. kekeke..He is my current addiction who i call my boyfriend.. hahahha..sesuka hati aku jer kan..

Erm, Super Junior Kim Heechul.. macam mana aku kenal dia? Mestilah sebab Super Junior..Ingat lagi mula2 dulu macam malas nak cari info pasal suju ni.. alasannya, "ramai sangat la group ni. mesti susah nak minat." ceeeewah.. konfiden gila ayat masa tu.. tp memandangkan dah x banyak video baru DBSK nak dilayan, aku pun mula cari pasal suju kat youtube.. hoohoohoh..sekali tgk terus suka..dan dalam satu malam je aku hafal nama 13 org tu.. lawak betul.. hehhehe..cam panjang jer lagi nak sampai part Heechul ni..hehehe.. mari pendekkan cerita~~

Mula2, aku download ss1 dl..n masa tu terus pilih nak minat Teukie.. gaya rambut dia masa tu sangat comel... pastu cari banjun drama plak.. then minat kat Kyuhyun plak.. pastu tgk Fullhouse, terus minat Heechul.. n start drpd hari tu, dia jadi 1st bias aku n Teukie become 2nd.. hehhe... Dulu aku x nak mengaku aku suka Heechul. Bagi aku, dia ni just fun to watch and buat aku happy.. sebab dia very la pretty boy..bukan jambu dah..memang tahap cantik..

Tapi lepas tgk family outing Heechul n Sohee, aku rasa sesangatla jeles.. Then i confirm my feeling..hahhahaha..bunyi macam poyo jer..tp inilah diri aku.. one side love is my style.. Aku tweet Heechul and suprisingly, that was my 101 tweets.. 101 adalah fav no aku (no seat time ambil anugerah UPSR dan no maktab masa kat mrsm dl). Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan Petals/Undead yg lain, aku hanyalah peminat picisan sahaja..tp ada aku kesah? hehehe... aku ada send bday card kat dia..x tahu la dia baca ke x kan..tp kalau ikutkan dia punyer style, dia mmg suka tgk gambar2 yg fan buat..

Kenapa Kim Heechul? Dia ada banyak ciri-ciri lelaki yang aku x suka.. aku prefer good boy image drpd bad boy image.. tp Heechul mmg terkenal dengan bad boy image. Aku suka soft-hearted guy macam Yoochun bukan cold-hearted.. Aku  x suka lelaki pakai pink tp pink adalah warna fav Heechul.. dan kenapa Kim Heechul? hhhehehe.. dia ada sesuatu yang x dapat aku gambarkan dengan kata-kata.. cukuplah aku menjadi peminat setia yang dengan hanya memikirkan dia membuatkan hari-hari aku menjadi gembira..

I♥希

My Super Show 2 Journey

Erm.. how to start.. rs memori suju dtg m'sia ni akan berada dalam memori aku untuk jangka ms yg lama.. 1st of all, TQ to kawan2 seperjuangan - Fille, Alia, Tini and Dayah.. :) kalau sorang2 mmg x pegi dah aku (cam time 2006 ms DBSK dtg.. xder org nak teman..)

ini adalah perjalanan aku untuk berjumpa suju...

170110 - keluar jalan2 dengan 6signs.. bila sampai rumah alia call bgth dia dpt info suju dtg m'sia.. then tini pulak sms bgtahu hal yg sama.. terus google axcess ticket website untuk mendapatkan info lebih lanjut..

180110 - i took half day leave (bukan ponteng yea).. semata2 nak beli tiket ms 1st day.. pre-sale ticket @ 6th flr, Sungei Wang Plaza.. dan percayalah, aku beratur selama 6 jam untuk mendapatkan 5 keping tiket... sempat gilir2 solat ngan fan yg beratur sm2.. TQ ain.. :)

310110 - hari mengambil giant poster.. nasib baik la x kena beratur cam hari beli tiket.. :)

Maka bermulalah countdown ke hari konsert.. persediaan?

- melawat kedai auntie kt time square untuk mendapatkan brg2 ELF and suju..

- download album SuperShow2 and hafal lg2 yg akan dinyanyikan

- download karaoke version video yg ada romanization subs kat youtube

- plan untuk buat sepanduk.. draf mmg banyak.. 13Believe.. Always 13.. saranghae Heechul.. nama all 13 tp Heechul, Siwon ngan Leeteuk nyer nama paling besar.. tp akhirnya.. sekadar tinggal draf sahaja.. apa yg alia kata betul jugak.. camner nak pegang nanti..kan..kan..

200310-seawal 3pm bergerak dr rumah.. aktivi kat Bukit Jalil - sambung hafal lagu, posing dan melihat kegilaan peminat suju yg lain.. kami biasa2 jer.. siap duk bersila di tepi kedai lagi. :)

6.20 pm- baru berjaya duduk.. kat luar dah gerimis dah.. seb baik la sempat masuk

7.00 pm - opening show drpd artis m'sia.. kehangatan bermuala.. tp lepas 2 lagu, sepi jer.. DI MANAKAH SUJU KAMI? agaknya dia bg peluang fan muslim solat dulu...hehe

8.00 pm - 11.00 pm ---- oyeahhhh.. mereka dtg!!!  let's start:

 - 1st song: a man in love

 - Last song: marry u

 - Heechul: my dangerous cinderella - kemunculan heechul x banyak.. tp dier  sangat best.. frust x dapat capture moment dier tembak2 air ngan fan.. bateri habis time tu..

- Leeteuk: abang yg ku sayang... touching habis bila teukie melambai ke arah kami..ms ni jer aku dengar fille jerit nama die.. hehe.. fille sopan jer sebelum tu.. and he cried again time lagu shining star.. oppa uljimae...

- siwon: you're so gorgeous..!!! :)

- eunhyuk: gembira sesangat bila eunhyuk sembuh from H1N1.. hyuk jae di atas pentas sangat mengkagumkan.. most of rap akan featuring eunhyuk.. sesangat berkarisma..

- donghae: sexy fishy.. he just so sweet

- sungmin: kadang2 tertukar sungmin ngan heechul. rambut dah lebih kurang dah.. sungmin also nampak berbeza..sungmin ada gak white light untuk lagu shining star and die pegang sampai habis konsert.. :)

- Kyuhyun: suaranya....alahaiiiiiiiii cair habis

- Yesung: suara emas

- Shindong: he's not that big.. cutie pie shin dong.. cara dier layan fan so sweet..

- ryeowook: sangat comel.. KRY mmg best...tp terkilan x dapat dengar let's not..

- Henry: sekilas pandang, nampak cam kangin.. terkejut gak.. his violin skill mmg tabik spring..

- Zhou Mi: sangat tinggi.. cam bae yong jun pun ader..

- Missing SUJU: Hankyung-Kibum-Kangin: wish to see 3 of u again.. 13 + 2 together.. :)

Overall - semua emosi ada.. kami menyanyi bersama wpun tunggang-langgang dan sumbang-mambang.. kami gelak bersama dengan telatah mereka... kami terharu dengan cara mereka menghiburkan fan..dan kami menangis bile mereka menyayangi ELFs as their friends..

Thanks for coming to Malaysia.. wish to see you again...

[210310-1054pm]

I'M BaCK~~

Salam~~
Aku kembali ke blogspot setelah meninggalkannya sekian lama.. TQ tu Cik Fil yg membawa mood blog kembali..

Blogspot is my 1st blog actually (to be exact 2nd blog after friendster)... Going to write my tot here again..

Next post adalah posts drpd my other blogs.. hehhee..

Still wondering what should i write here.. kekekeke

(110910-1030pm)